Currently addicted to this song :P Well, I love the melody. Still, “失去你 还怕失去什么?" “为你而活是我的许诺" are the parts which I dislike in the lyrics.
Yes, I agree that loving someone makes you think you’re willing to give up everything for that person - even your own life. But hey, reality check! “Losing you, what am I still afraid to lose?” THERE IS SOMEONE WHOM YOU SHOULD BE VERY VERY VERY AFRAID OF LOSING! God. Without Him, you’re really nothing -not some guy or girl who tells you they love you but still ends up breaking your heart. He loves us no matter what and will not hurt us. “To live for you is my sole purpose/promise” Wow! Really? Live your life to the fullest and glorify His name in everything you do is what you should do, instead of living your life for someone who can disappoint you in a blink of an eye.
No, my heart is not hardened because of one past relationship. It would be pathetic to affect how I view “love” just because of one guy. But I can say that I am more realistic now. I used to think that being in love / relationship, its gonna be like a fairytale – live happily ever after! And its because I had that expectation or fantasy in this childish mind of mine, I end up falling so hard that it took me almost 2 years to stand back on my two feet again.
Its just what I think. Its always easier said than done. But I continue to pray everyday that He will be the center of my next relationship. And yes, love Him first :) Discover myself in Him, grow mature in Him and be the woman that He will mold me to be. Then when the time has come for that special someone to be w me, it’d be a God-given relationship. This time, I would really wanna do things differently.
He is in control of everything.
Yes He is :) Amen!
Like what I told him, I cannot imagine anyone else being my mentor other than Yu Ying. She has been a great blessing to me – as my cell leader at first, became my friend whom I can share my thoughts with and what not. Now my mentor - a combination of both. Someone He chose to guide me ♥
We had our first discipleship session last night where I went over to her house after having dinner at the Life Worth Living Course – coz its FREE! Haha! (im so indo) Anyway, we’re studying the book of Exodus. Started Chap 1 last night and with each paragraph, Yu Ying asked me to think about what I can learn from each paragraph and then make a summary out of it, think about how I can apply it on a daily basis. Wow! At first, I was hesitant. I reckon some paragraphs don’t even have any lessons to learn from also. But later on when Yu Ying explains what she thinks, only I realize that actually, I really have to read slowly and meditate on it and He will speak to me eventually :)
Thankiuuuu my dear x ♥
With uni, I got my Company Law assignment back and basically other mid sem tests for other subjects as well. Im back to being an average student :| What happened to the girl who has a few HDs back during Sem1? My IBIS group and I also just found out that we’re gonna be presenting next week. Formal office clothes yo! Ohh goodness! Busy busy busy.
Okiedokies! This is my random post. So im just throwing my topics in randomly as well. Lol :D Toodles! x Nights! ♥
I really liked that night where we shared songs w each other. Pretty much understood each other better in terms of what genre of music we’re into :) And someone isnt feeling well atm. ROAR! Sleep late some more. So stubborn, don’t wanna listen. Hmmmm. Ohhh ohhh ohh! I thought we’re not gonna have what we have this sem anymore. Apparently, we’re gonna take one similar subject together next year. Wheeee hooooo :D Happy! ♥
PS : get well soon, my huggiebear :) pray that you will get sleeping and eating time back on the right track. starting to worry already. Roar!
I believe in a better tomorrow
Heaps of LOVE x,
hazelll
